Reflection 20th June 2021
Jesus had spent a long day beside the Sea of Galilee teaching
multitudes of people about the kingdom of God. Evening was coming on, so Jesus
said to his disciples, “Let’s go over to the other side.” So, they
climbed into a small boat and started across the Sea of Galilee. Jesus was
tired and fell asleep on a cushion in the stern of the boat. Suddenly a furious
squall came up, and the waves broke over the boat, so that the boat was nearly
swamped. Almost panic stricken, they ask Jesus, “Teacher, do you not care
if we perish?” Mark 4:38
Many of us have asked the same question at some time in our
lives. A sudden storm arises in our life - a health or family crisis, the loss
of a much-needed job or whatever that storm might be - and Jesus seems to be asleep.
We want to ask, “Do you not care that we perish?” Of course, he cares.
But sometimes he may seem to be sleeping.
Everybody goes through storms at some time or another. It seems especially true in today’s world. And
undoubtedly the pandemic has been a storm like no other for many due to job
losses, deaths of loved ones and so on. I read a report published just a few
days ago by the Samaritans. They have found that thankfully during the pandemic,
over all suicides have not increased as was feared might happen. But the Samaritans
note that coronavirus is having a profound effect on the economy. We know
that during the previous recession, suicide rates did rise, and those who are
hardest hit by economic downturn are also those who are at greatest risk of
suicide – i.e. middle-aged men.
William Cowper was a popular 18th century poet. He
suffered from depression. He made four different attempts to commit suicide but
each time something or someone prevented it from happening. After the fourth
attempt he picked up a Bible and began to read the Book of Romans. It was then
that Cowper finally met the God who calms storms, including the storms in his
own life. It is obvious that Cowper wrote from these experiences when he penned
these memorable words: “God moves in a mysterious way, His wonders to
perform; He plants His footsteps in the sea, and rides upon the storm.”
I would add that I am not saying reading the Bible is the
solution to someone suffering from the kind of thoughts that means they
contemplate suicide. And I would advocate someone in that situation seeking
proper help. But God is there during the storm.
I am a fan of the Aubrey and Maturin novels of Patrick O'Brian. They are sea faring tales of Captain Jack Aubrey and his companion Dr Stephen Maturin. They are set in the early years of the 19th century during the Napoleonic wars. In one novel, Desolate Island, O'Brian depicts Captain Aubrey's ship sailing through a violent storm in the South Atlantic, all the while being pursued by a much larger enemy vessel. As the storm rages around the ship cargo comes lose and has to be jettisoned, including heavy cannon. This is very risky. But the sailors know the risk of letting heavy cannon roll around the ship is far more dangerous than the storm outside.
So it is with people. Our greatest danger is not the external
conditions that make up our environment but those storms that sometimes rage
within.
The worst part is that sometimes during the roughest
part of the storm Jesus seems to be asleep. You know what I’m talking about if you’ve been a
Christian for any length of time at all. You pray and you pray some more, and
nothing seems to happen. You think to yourself, where IS God when I need Him? All
of us can look back over our lives and see a series of answered prayers, but
all of that is forgotten when we encounter a truly horrible situation. “Why
doesn’t God intervene?” we cry out in our distress. “Do you not care
that we perish? Do my griefs and heartaches not matter? Is there anyone there
who sees and understands?”
‘Do you not care that we are perishing?’ asked the
frightened disciples. (Mark 4:38) Every believer goes through a time like that
sooner or later.
C. S. Lewis had been married only four years when his wife, Joy,
died of cancer. Joy’s death was almost too much for Lewis to bear. He plunged
into a deep depression and did the only thing he knew to do; he wrote. His
writings were later compiled and published under the title, A Grief
Observed.
With Joy’s death, C. S. Lewis’ unwavering faith was called into
question. It seemed to him as though God had been wonderfully present in his
life until this catastrophe struck. Soon after Joy’s death, Lewis wrote these
words: “Where is God? When you are happy, so happy that you have no sense of
needing Him, so happy that you are tempted to feel His claims upon you as an
interruption, if you remember yourself and turn to Him with gratitude and
praise, you will be--or so it feels--welcomed with open arms. But to go to Him when
your need is desperate, when all other help is vain, and what do you find? A
door slammed in your face, and a sound of bolting and double bolting on the
inside. After that, silence. You may as well turn away. The longer you wait,
the more emphatic the silence will become . . . What can this mean? Why is God
so present a commander in our time of prosperity and so very absent a help in
times of trouble?”
That is a question every generation of Christians has asked. All
of us go through storms. At such times it seems as if God is asleep.
But inspirational words of the Psalmist give us hope: “. . . he
who watches over you will not slumber; indeed, he who watches over Israel will
neither slumber nor sleep. The Lord watches over you--the Lord is your shade at
your right hand; the sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night. The
Lord will keep you from all harm--he will watch over your life; the Lord will
watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore.” Psalm 121
The story in Mark’s Gospel is an affirmation that
Jesus does care. When the storms of life are
raging, he does care. When it seems, you cannot hold on a moment longer, he
does care. When the waters threaten to engulf you, he does care.
The disciples rouse Jesus from his sleep, and he does what only
the Master can do. He speaks to the wind and the waves and says, “Peace! be
still!” Mark 4:38 And the wind ceases and there is a great calm. Then he
turns to the disciples and asks, “Why are you afraid? Have you no faith?” Mark
4:40
The central question in life is not
how many storms we encounter. The question is whether we have faith for the
storms we will encounter.
Sometimes it will seem as if God Himself has forsaken us. It is at such times
that our faith will be critical.
The late John Claypool was one of America’s finest preachers.
When he was at the height of his popularity as a pastor, his six-year-old
daughter, Laura, died of leukaemia. In his book Tracks
of a Fellow Struggler, he described how one evening when
sitting alone in silence and filled with despair, he realised something. He
could either spend the rest of his life mourning the loss of Laura whom he
would never see grow up, or he could look back in joy and say, “Thank you,
God, for the gift of my daughter Laura and the six best years of my
life.”
John Claypool chose to trust God with his storm. So can we.
(The idea, and illustrations, for this week's Reflection came from Sermons.com - an invaluable source of ideas for weeks when preachers are sometimes are up against the clock!)