Friday 10 April 2020

It was a Friday

It was a Friday. The authorities said that people had to remain indoors – for their own safety you understand – unless they needed food or medicines. Or the permitted amount of exercise. Most people obeyed the authorities, but some didn’t.

On that Friday some had ventured out early. They knew that was the best chance of finding food and avoiding contact with other people. The authorities forbade contact with other people unless it was essential. Though no one really understood what that meant.

The authorities permitted people to take exercise. And early that Friday some people took the opportunity to exercise. But an hour at most. And you had to exercise on your own or with a family member. But you had to keep moving. You couldn’t stop and sit on a park bench and soak up the spring sunshine. That wasn’t permitted by the authorities. Walk, run, cycle, but don’t stop. Keep moving. Don’t linger. Keep going. Keep moving.

The authorities liked to see the streets empty. They liked to see the public spaces empty. The authorities would have preferred it if everyone stayed indoors all the time – for their own safety you understand. But that wasn’t practical. Hence the grudging allowance of shopping and exercise or urgent medical appointments.

As it was, early on that Friday morning, very few people were on the streets when the authorities took a man through the streets of the city to a piece of waste ground in a suburb you were wise to avoid. That’s what the authorities did nowadays. “Don’t take them to a police station. It’s safer outside. Away from prying eyes”

Had anyone been around to see the man being taken away by the authorities, they’d have been surprised that he didn’t resist. He went peacefully. He didn’t shout. He didn’t spit in the soldiers’ faces. He didn’t curse. He went peacefully. “Led like a lamb to the slaughter” as the old saying had it.

The man being led by the authorities must have known what fate awaited him on the waste ground. Everyone knew that if the authorities took you to the waste ground you didn’t come back alive, if you came back at all. The authorities had ways of making trouble and troublemakers disappear.

There on the waste ground, early on a Friday morning, the authorities set about their work. Their work of finding out answers. Their work of teaching a lesson. Their work of punishment.

And there on the waste ground, the waste ground in the suburb you avoid, the man who had helped the authorities with their enquiries, died.

The authorities arranged for his body to be buried, without honours, in an unmarked grave.



2 comments:

  1. David, as I've said elsewhere, thank you. poignant for the moment, and as commented elsewhere it leaves you at the foot of the cross. A comment on your Facebook post includes '... you tell the now -- you resist the temptation to look forward to Sunday, even by the merest smidgen ...' (ADJ). That's place that I feel we should linger for longer and understand more deeply.

    Two further things develop for me with that - firstly, the more we experience moments of the darkness, we allow ourselves the possibility of understanding how God can be there too. Perhaps easier to say if we in a place of darkness by choice - for example, on the one occasion I went pot-holing several years ago, the leader invited us to sit in the darkness underground and relax for a few minutes, and enjoy the experience. In some respects that was enriching, although not completely as I found I was a little claustrophobic! But I felt safe in the experience.

    Secondly, if we understand the darkness better, then light is all the more powerful. At the end of a Tenebrae service I attended once, someone leaving the church alongside me said 'I feel like I now have no hope' and walked swiftly away. I did in fact wonder whether he would ever return to church as a result, such was the tone of his voice. In the conversation we had a few days later, he said that he'd gained a deeper understanding of how it must have felt for Jesus' first disciples to have stood at the foot of his cross, and in the days which followed, amidst some of the confusion we imagine came about following the initial news of the resurrection.

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  2. Thank you Patrick for these wise insights. You've expressed so well something I've experienced myself. As you know I spent time in the dark several years ago. BUt coming out the other side the light seemed brighter than ever. And the darkness doesn't scare me now.

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